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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

it feels so damn good to finally see the light of life after all long.but one mail from another HR bitch-Ms Diana Tan spoils it all for me.
What makes me forget how much I dislike her in poly and drops a mail asking abt AWS and even sounds so nice and friendly.
F-uck!Even if i am not ur fav student,isnt it only polite to even ask how r u,im fine to ur ex student.She bloody hell sounds so hostile in the mail that u feel like slashing her.
And this is the final lesson for me,I SHALL NEVER BE ASSOCIATED with ANY HR personnels or related person again!I HATE HR!
None of the HR bitches I met are humane.I am not even asking u to be nice to me,but a least..more humane!

WTF!
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Anyway..yes...I took MC and leave for tml.I guess there is no pt in rewriting my whole day again coz the only persons that will read my blog are probably only Yng and Jason.

And YES..I DECIDED TO QUIT!I cant stand any of the shit.Call me weakling or coward or lousy.(all 3 if u want.)But there is no point in working when I am not even happy.
I am living at the prime of my life and I wanna do something I will enjoy.Furthermore I have no commitments like kids..etc..this is the best time to do what i wanna do.
I dun wanna be those that regret later in my life not having doing this or that.

I am at risk not receiving my AWS as well.But if those few hundred bucks can buy me back my life happiness,I would gladly trade.I know Jason wouldnt.haha.
But u know...or u should know that Money never plays 'God' to me.

If i am rich,yes..I can do more things and enjoy life even better.
BUT if i am rich but at the expense of being happy,I would rather live day by day eating bread then to feel so sad eating decent meals.

You read me?
All i ask for is peace and simplicity in my life.therefore i always dream of living in new zealand etc..owning a own farm etc..u know those country like dreams.
I said that a millionth time.lol

And it is about time that I am taking steps to realise it.Although it will never be in new zealand...etc..but at least I STILL have a peace of mind and I am happy.

Maybe all these are just my defences for wanting to quit teh job...
but...at least NOW I still judge those excuses as being justified.

What say you?

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